hver er anonymous? ég líð ekki nafnleysu á minni síðu! urrrr!
translation: "who is anonymous? I do not tolerate anonymity! grrrr!"
~Spookyo_O needs knowledge
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.
I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...
This is all too strange...
~Spookyo_O needs a map...
I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...
This is all too strange...
~Spookyo_O needs a map...
wow... this is strange, I was reading my old bloggs and I couldn't possbly relate to that boy who was blogging, I think I have lost myself.. I havent been as happy as I should for some time now, I keep haing this loathing regard to myself and feeling like im floating in zero-gravity (in a bad-way). I miss knowing like I used to who I was and where I was going, knowing what I feel about this and that and being all ii all a more concrete person, now I'm more like myst or something its like I'm there but not really substantial, it's a horrible feeling.
I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...
This is all too strange...
~Spookyo_O needs a map...
I am also nervous, I don't know when I'm going to get a reply from Rose Bruford and I'm feeling more and more anxious and certain that I will not be accepted and I'm not sure what I wll do if I dont get ii, if I feel lost now how will I feel without ANY direction...
This is all too strange...
~Spookyo_O needs a map...
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Long time no post, I haven't updated since before gay pride :) it was awesome b.t.w.
Right now I am recovering from poisoning myself... that is I went drinking last night, it was a hoot ;) still I would have liked to dance more and I dont care one bit for the dj turning down the volume when playing nancy boy... silly man.
This is nice, it's my day off and I'm just relaxing at home, not going anywhere untill eight o'clock, I like this, I should really do more of it.
hmmmm....
hehe even my brain's relaxed :P
bye
~Spookyo_O
Right now I am recovering from poisoning myself... that is I went drinking last night, it was a hoot ;) still I would have liked to dance more and I dont care one bit for the dj turning down the volume when playing nancy boy... silly man.
This is nice, it's my day off and I'm just relaxing at home, not going anywhere untill eight o'clock, I like this, I should really do more of it.
hmmmm....
hehe even my brain's relaxed :P
bye
~Spookyo_O
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Monday, July 31, 2006
Drunken Sailor
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
What will we do with a drunken sailor?
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Shave his belly with a rusty razor,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Put him in a long boat till his sober,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Stick him in a barrel with a hosepipe on him,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Put him in the bed with the captains daughter,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
That’s what we do with a drunken sailor,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Way hay and up she rises,
Early in the morning!
Sunday, July 16, 2006
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
I just wanted to start this post with that sentence :) wow.... this past week or two I have been planning a party to celebrate the birth of ME! :D but it seemed that everybody I was inviting to my party would not be able to show up save for a person here or a person there all of my closest friends would not be able to show up. I was so pissed, I couldn't stop whining about it, I was so utterly hurt that my closest circle of friends wouldn't make the time to come to my party... my 20th! But my lovely boyfriend did his best to cheer me up :) we wen't out and dined at a good italian restaurant (initially we were going to go to a thai restaurant but it seems thai restaurants in Iceland have evolved to suite the more carnivorus of clientele). On our way home we stopped by my old home to let my cat out, first to feed him. When we got home I remarked on the smell I smelled (usually there is this granny smell in our entrance) and said thait maybe our home was now developing a smell of our own =) and then upon opening the door to our hallway I noticed that it was completely dark on the other side of the door immediately knowing that something troutish was afoot, then I remember a bright flash following a loud scream of many voices "TIL HAMINGJU MEÐ AFMÆLIÐ!!!!" (translation= "happy birthday") UP I WENT like the cow that flew over the moon only screaming like a pre-pubescent banshee landing on my butt (after I tried to steady myself for a fraction of a seckond on my legs that had turned into wet bread) lying on my back cooing like a small wounded animal while getting my picture taken about 20 times.
I was so glad that the people who had been able to come had been so nice to do something like that for me but I nearly cried when I looked up and saw that Elín, Andri, Binni, Silja, Ingunn, Kristín, Adam, Ninna, Heiða, Daníel, Begga, Zonja & Atli were all there and my bestest friend in the whole world Arna was there beaming at me :) I love her so much and all of my friends, I'm getting misty in the eyes just thinking about it.
I want to thank Arna most of all for making this birthday as special as it can be and Kristján for helping her to deceive me.
I love every single one of my friends, you guys make my life the swirling chaos of color I want it to be.
Thank You :)
~Spookyo_O's cup's overflowing.
I just wanted to start this post with that sentence :) wow.... this past week or two I have been planning a party to celebrate the birth of ME! :D but it seemed that everybody I was inviting to my party would not be able to show up save for a person here or a person there all of my closest friends would not be able to show up. I was so pissed, I couldn't stop whining about it, I was so utterly hurt that my closest circle of friends wouldn't make the time to come to my party... my 20th! But my lovely boyfriend did his best to cheer me up :) we wen't out and dined at a good italian restaurant (initially we were going to go to a thai restaurant but it seems thai restaurants in Iceland have evolved to suite the more carnivorus of clientele). On our way home we stopped by my old home to let my cat out, first to feed him. When we got home I remarked on the smell I smelled (usually there is this granny smell in our entrance) and said thait maybe our home was now developing a smell of our own =) and then upon opening the door to our hallway I noticed that it was completely dark on the other side of the door immediately knowing that something troutish was afoot, then I remember a bright flash following a loud scream of many voices "TIL HAMINGJU MEÐ AFMÆLIÐ!!!!" (translation= "happy birthday") UP I WENT like the cow that flew over the moon only screaming like a pre-pubescent banshee landing on my butt (after I tried to steady myself for a fraction of a seckond on my legs that had turned into wet bread) lying on my back cooing like a small wounded animal while getting my picture taken about 20 times.
I was so glad that the people who had been able to come had been so nice to do something like that for me but I nearly cried when I looked up and saw that Elín, Andri, Binni, Silja, Ingunn, Kristín, Adam, Ninna, Heiða, Daníel, Begga, Zonja & Atli were all there and my bestest friend in the whole world Arna was there beaming at me :) I love her so much and all of my friends, I'm getting misty in the eyes just thinking about it.
I want to thank Arna most of all for making this birthday as special as it can be and Kristján for helping her to deceive me.
I love every single one of my friends, you guys make my life the swirling chaos of color I want it to be.
Thank You :)
~Spookyo_O's cup's overflowing.
Friday, June 09, 2006
CRAZY!
Schedule from 10-24 every day, morning run and excercises, evening run and excercises, music session, mutality session, iphegenia, narrative stories, eating, all the time something to do, body aching and surrounded by BA's and MA's
intimidating, scary but finally fun, new and interesting.
these were my few words of report from polland in one of the pauses between sessions.
-Spookyo_O an aching muscle
Schedule from 10-24 every day, morning run and excercises, evening run and excercises, music session, mutality session, iphegenia, narrative stories, eating, all the time something to do, body aching and surrounded by BA's and MA's
intimidating, scary but finally fun, new and interesting.
these were my few words of report from polland in one of the pauses between sessions.
-Spookyo_O an aching muscle
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Well, wow... it just hit me today... this morning actually that in ca. 12 hours I will be cecking in at Keflavik airport to embark on a trip to England and Polland... so much to do..... then its the problem of what to pack :S as little as possible in as a small bag I can find.
We have to do this narrative performance of our life and our experiences with other cultures.... I have no idea what I am going to do. Lets hope for the best ;P
I want to apologise to everyone who was graduating last weekend for not showing up at any graduation party, I didn't show up at one, I didn't have energy to walk let alone show up at a dozen parties :S It's nothing personal to anyone, I just decided consiously and unconsiously to block any thought of it because I was EXHAUSTED.
So I am very sorry and I congratulate every one of you for your sucess in academia :D and I wish you all the best of luck in your future plans and efforts for what ever path you choose to follow.
well... I'm off, I have to go get a case for my luggage in our garage and... alot of other stuff :$ *SIGH*
~Spookyo_O exasperated
We have to do this narrative performance of our life and our experiences with other cultures.... I have no idea what I am going to do. Lets hope for the best ;P
I want to apologise to everyone who was graduating last weekend for not showing up at any graduation party, I didn't show up at one, I didn't have energy to walk let alone show up at a dozen parties :S It's nothing personal to anyone, I just decided consiously and unconsiously to block any thought of it because I was EXHAUSTED.
So I am very sorry and I congratulate every one of you for your sucess in academia :D and I wish you all the best of luck in your future plans and efforts for what ever path you choose to follow.
well... I'm off, I have to go get a case for my luggage in our garage and... alot of other stuff :$ *SIGH*
~Spookyo_O exasperated
Saturday, May 20, 2006
oh my lord... a GLORIOUS weekend off :P
So you got to sleep in you say? oh no, the universe has other plans for this fare boy of the rock of ice, I have noticed that when I do have a morning off something (or someone) always finds a way to wake me up before noon (people of my age are firm believers that sleeping in is waking up between two or three at the earliest) not that I'm complaining about this morning mind you, I got stirred by an sms from Þrallur who decided to come back home and didn't have any need to tell me... FUSS HÉGÓMI!!
So just this morning (it's 13:55 right now, I WAS gonna wake up in about an hour or so) I have fetched some laundry from the clothes line, and put more up to dry... although I have more dirty laundry to put in the machine but I didn't have time, Matti had to get going. Then we went to the Kringla (the mall of Reykjavík) and got to see Þrallur who of course went straight back to work (former/current employee of the grand specialty coffee company Kaffitár of which yours truly is also a ever improving employee/trainee)... And Dússí, a girl that also works at kaffitár at kringlan, suggested that I request to be either moved to kringlan or get to work there from time to time because I was complaining about not knowing how to set and work the grinder they have, I don't think I make good coffee at the national museum (where my coffee shop is) because It has a pre-set automatic grinder... SURE there's less excess coffee straight to the trash BUT theres also worse coffee with less personality! I understand now what people are talking about different coffee from different people, like a latte from kringlan is very creamy and nice and a latte from Bankastræti has this aftertaste or filling of something like leather or burnt wood... I love it... my lattes (or really just lattes in general) from the national museum have this stingy taste, it's not agressive or anything like that but it still bothers me. Plus I wont be able to compete in the barista competition if I only know how to work the automatic grinder :(.
So also after I got the text from Þrallur I tried to fall asleep again but then I had a GLORIOUS moment of awareness.... tonight I will fall asleep and tomorrow when I wake up... there will be only a few lonely moments till my love and light will be back in my arms and I in his :D this discovery gave my heart a jolt of adrenalin and my whole body got this buzz of delight :) and with that my sleep was out the window (which incessantly kept making this click nose in a completely random pattern which drove me NUTS!).
ca. 21 hours till I will be a complete person again, happy, loved and in love.
Spookyo_O the best is yet to come ;)
So you got to sleep in you say? oh no, the universe has other plans for this fare boy of the rock of ice, I have noticed that when I do have a morning off something (or someone) always finds a way to wake me up before noon (people of my age are firm believers that sleeping in is waking up between two or three at the earliest) not that I'm complaining about this morning mind you, I got stirred by an sms from Þrallur who decided to come back home and didn't have any need to tell me... FUSS HÉGÓMI!!
So just this morning (it's 13:55 right now, I WAS gonna wake up in about an hour or so) I have fetched some laundry from the clothes line, and put more up to dry... although I have more dirty laundry to put in the machine but I didn't have time, Matti had to get going. Then we went to the Kringla (the mall of Reykjavík) and got to see Þrallur who of course went straight back to work (former/current employee of the grand specialty coffee company Kaffitár of which yours truly is also a ever improving employee/trainee)... And Dússí, a girl that also works at kaffitár at kringlan, suggested that I request to be either moved to kringlan or get to work there from time to time because I was complaining about not knowing how to set and work the grinder they have, I don't think I make good coffee at the national museum (where my coffee shop is) because It has a pre-set automatic grinder... SURE there's less excess coffee straight to the trash BUT theres also worse coffee with less personality! I understand now what people are talking about different coffee from different people, like a latte from kringlan is very creamy and nice and a latte from Bankastræti has this aftertaste or filling of something like leather or burnt wood... I love it... my lattes (or really just lattes in general) from the national museum have this stingy taste, it's not agressive or anything like that but it still bothers me. Plus I wont be able to compete in the barista competition if I only know how to work the automatic grinder :(.
So also after I got the text from Þrallur I tried to fall asleep again but then I had a GLORIOUS moment of awareness.... tonight I will fall asleep and tomorrow when I wake up... there will be only a few lonely moments till my love and light will be back in my arms and I in his :D this discovery gave my heart a jolt of adrenalin and my whole body got this buzz of delight :) and with that my sleep was out the window (which incessantly kept making this click nose in a completely random pattern which drove me NUTS!).
ca. 21 hours till I will be a complete person again, happy, loved and in love.
Spookyo_O the best is yet to come ;)
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
BAAAAH!:
Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.
How does the world see me?: One of a kind -Placebo
Will I have a happy life?: Placebo -Placebo
What do my friends think of me?: So far away -Carol King
What does my fianceé think of me?: Windowlicker -Aphex Twin :S
What will I do with my life?: Run on -Moby
Do people secretly lust after me?: Your eyes -Rent: Original brodway cast
What does my family think of me?: Holiday in the sun -Weezer
What describes my sexual side?: Hyper-Ballad -Björk
What's my soul like?: Chicken dance (techno) -Blue man group
:P this is fun... try it out
~Spookyo_O iPot..
Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.
How does the world see me?: One of a kind -Placebo
Will I have a happy life?: Placebo -Placebo
What do my friends think of me?: So far away -Carol King
What does my fianceé think of me?: Windowlicker -Aphex Twin :S
What will I do with my life?: Run on -Moby
Do people secretly lust after me?: Your eyes -Rent: Original brodway cast
What does my family think of me?: Holiday in the sun -Weezer
What describes my sexual side?: Hyper-Ballad -Björk
What's my soul like?: Chicken dance (techno) -Blue man group
:P this is fun... try it out
~Spookyo_O iPot..
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Hi, wow... erm update I guess.
Past few days have been a bit cool :) I got my vacation prolonged, so this may 20th when my beloved comes to iceland we wont be spereated until he goes for a short while to another place in ICELAND so I can see him pretty much when I feel like it as long as I can find transportation. TEH FUN!
Also this week I got great news :) me, Arna, Brynjar and Andri K are the new directors/overseers/leaders (pick your term) of the youth group of the '78 orginisation.
I was hoping I could make these announcements sound a bit more interesting... oh well... they're fun for me =)
oooh... one phseudo-bad-kindof-good-I-don't-know-what-news I believe some feelings I have aren't quite normal so I am going to try to get some phsychological help, find a shrink or something-rather... Anybody have a FANTASTIC cheap shrink hidden in they're back pocket?
~Spookyo_O... deflated and repumped
Past few days have been a bit cool :) I got my vacation prolonged, so this may 20th when my beloved comes to iceland we wont be spereated until he goes for a short while to another place in ICELAND so I can see him pretty much when I feel like it as long as I can find transportation. TEH FUN!
Also this week I got great news :) me, Arna, Brynjar and Andri K are the new directors/overseers/leaders (pick your term) of the youth group of the '78 orginisation.
I was hoping I could make these announcements sound a bit more interesting... oh well... they're fun for me =)
oooh... one phseudo-bad-kindof-good-I-don't-know-what-news I believe some feelings I have aren't quite normal so I am going to try to get some phsychological help, find a shrink or something-rather... Anybody have a FANTASTIC cheap shrink hidden in they're back pocket?
~Spookyo_O... deflated and repumped
